Saturday, July 17, 2004
fuck all the anger that will not dissipate.
fuck blogger.
fuck you.
fuck you.
fuck what i'm thinking now.
fuck what i wrote n cancelled.
fuck the things im still thinking now and wont express.
fuck my dreams and hope.
fuck character.
fuck you.
fuck you.
fuck the unreasonable nature.
fuck the ideas i had in my head.
fuck wat i believed.
fuck what i feel.
fuck the fact that i can't let go.
fuck the fact that i have no power.
fuck the fact that i dont understand.
fuck the fact that my mind is warped.
fuck sensitivity.
fuck me for being sensitive.
fuck the issues in life.
fuck the world.
fuck you.
fuck you.
fuck tone.
fuck pitch.
fuck voices.
fuck phones.
fuck sms.
fuck the world.
fuck you.
fuck you.
fuck not understanding me.
fuck me not understanding me.
fuck prayers.
fuck wishes.
fuck love.
fuck the world.
fuck you.
fuck you.
fuck my screwed head.
fuck all the problems.
fuck discontentment.
fuck demands.
fuck needs.
fuck wants
fuck problems in my head.
fuck problems that exist.
fuck blindness.
fuck what can't be seen.
fuck all fuckers.
fuck all losers.
fuck shit.
fuck it if you feel fucked.
fuck it if you've fucked.
fuck fucking up.
fuck it all.
fuck the world.
fuck you.
fuck you.
fuck diaries.
fuck feelings.
fuck emotions.
fuck emo songs.
fuck my heart.
fuck my soul.
fuck me upside down.
fuck the loss.
fuck the gain.
fuck stupid people.
fuck laughter.
fuck pride.
fuck pain.
fuck angst.
fuck the world.
fuck you.
fuck you.
fuck neverending fucks.
fuck loneliness.
fuck disatisfaction.
fuck chocolates.
fuck jealousy.
fuck relationships.
fuck bonds.
fuck terrible things.
fuck ghosts.
fuck monsters.
fuck parents.
fuck the equator.
fuck heat.
fuck sex.
fuck toys.
fuck lies.
fuck miscontrusion.
fuck avoidance.
fuck patience.
fuck it.
fuck dogs.
fuck pigs.
fuck pathological liars.
fuck cocaine.
fuck time.
fuck lack of time.
fuck emptiness.
fuck dependence.
fuck independence.
fuck misuse.
fuck abuse.
fuck self mutilation.
fuck catharsis.
fuck christ.
fuck positions.
fuck expectations.
fuck expectations.
fuck childhood.
fuck influence.
fuck anger.
fuck feelings.
fuck anger.
fuck feelings.
fuck good feelings.
fuck bad feelings.
fuck paradox.
fuck irony.
fuck oxymoron.
fuck deserts.
fuck dessert.
fuck pizza.
fuck oral sex.
fuck tantric sex.
fuck breasts.
fuck pussies.
fuck dicks.
fuck the world.
fuck you.
fuck you.
fuck i want you to want me.
fuck i'd love you to love me.
fuck burning.
fuck passion.
fuck dreams.
fuck hopes.
fuck me for not knowing.
fuck me for begging.
fuck me for crying.
fuck crying.
fuck not understanding.
fuck not understanding.
fuck dogma.
fuck temptations.
fuck affairs.
fuck dependence.
fuck ugliness.
fuck beauty.
fuck girls.
fuck boys.
fuck bisexuals.
fuck me for being one.
fuck confusion.
fuck confusion.
fuck confusion.
fuck repetition.
fuck emphasis.
fuck my brain.
fuck dying.
fuck feelings of wanting to die.
fuck doggystyle.
fuck love.
fuck love.
fuck appointments.
fuck dates.
fuck anger.
fuck anger.
fuck expresion.
fuck you.
fuck you.
fuck you.
fuck you.
fuck you.
--insignificant lies--
10:10 pm